For most of my life, I struggled without knowing why. It was not until retirement, when I finally had the time to slow down and look back, that I began to understand what had shaped so much of my life.

There were years of homelessness, job after job, disorder, addiction, alcoholism, broken relationships, low self-worth, and the constant feeling that I was not really a man at all – just a wandering shadow trying to survive.

In time, through research I came to understand that my learning disorders, and then being diagnosed with BPD and ADHD had played a real part in that struggle.

This site is a living record of what God can raise up out of the mud. If you have battled your own mind, lost people you loved, or tried to crawl back from addiction, grief, and regret, you are not alone. Please seek help before it ruins your life.